Dear Diary?

Jared and I have been dating since the beginning of September and I’ve never been happier 🙂

But that’s just it.

I haven’t always been this happy.

How do I tell him that? When you love someone don’t you tell them about your life? In practically every way he has had the complete opposite experiences. I have to tell him who I am. How can he know all of me unless he knows my mistakes and misfortunes that have shaped me into the person he fell in love with?

Would he understand?

My mistakes for one aren’t light. They could be heartbreaking to him, as they were heart-wrenching to me. How would he handle it? I’m going to die…


His life is seemingly perfect.

HOW could he understand?

I get the feeling he would.


I think he loves me too much not to.


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